Thursday, February 03, 2005
Oh man!So finally I poured out so much of me today.. never done it before... it was scary n it was damn hard....
After all that, X's response was "speechless, shocked" that's it! And sumthin about bungee jumping... huh???? whateverrrr
So I was honest to my best fren Fiona today... it was soooo hard, but it felt good afterwards... u'd think it's gunna be easier for girls to have a heart-to-heart talk on guys n stuff... but when the talk is serious, boy... so hard to get the right words out!
I ended up being a therapist to this fren of mine who's depressed about life in general... and what made it worse, the whole family thinks she 's different and there's sumthin wrong with her... I see her as a genuinely nice person... and u know what... she's beginning to feel weird just cuz her family told her there's sumthin wrong with her... what kind of a family is that??? Anyways, it was sad and I wish I could have helped more...
If I have super powers, I wanna fish her out of her destructive environment... but all I couold do was just listen and give some words of wisdom and told her some of the stuff I went thru and that we can always rise again... if only we believe... cuz we have the power in us and NO ONE should make us feel bad about being alive! Screw those mean people...
Anyway, gonna take a shower now... tired and I have a class in the morning... full day tomorrow... *sigh*... it's been a hell of a day! My life's changed by what I did today... is it a bad thing or a good thing, only time will reveal... we shall see... the future is unknown... Whatever will be, will be... the future's not ours to see (quoting the song that I'm sure y'all know)
Ciaoooo
si Monyet @ 2/03/2005 01:01:00 AM
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